About Caroline

Otherwise known as Wayne...

The name I go by in general is Caroline. It's my middle name, I refuse to go by my first name. Wayne and Adam are second names I go by, though I don't identify as a male. Thought I'd need to mention that. But I do like when others who refer to me as Wayne or Adam use he/him pronouns. I don't know, you probably don't care, but it's still worthy to mention.
My personality type is intp-t, type 6/6w5. My pronouns are she/her, I'm a cis, bisexual girl (even if there are times I wish I were male, I still identify as a female in general). I'm in the 9th grade. My birthday is December 19th.
I try my best to be nice to those around me, but if something seems wrong or is [definitely] wrong, I'll try to tell said person. I am friends with many people (mostly irl, I don't have many online friends), but I prefer being alone a lot of the time. My best friends are Kat, Andi, Topher, Fiona, Marianne, and Isa!!
I enjoy philosophy, art (such as movies, films, cartoons, paintings, drawings, music, etc.), astronomy, math, and [complex] subjects and concepts. I find them interesting and pretty beautiful in a way. I try my best to understand the situations around me, though I can't necessarily understand them physically or mentally. I'm vegetarian (not vegan, there's a difference). I've been skinny all my life. Not skinny as in a bit underweight, I'm almost terribly underweight. I love eating though, but I'm still a picky eater. Some languages I know a bit of are Spanish, Italian and Japanese. Let me clarify that I am not fluent in any of those as of now. Out of all of these, Spanish is the one I know the most of. My first language was English, and it is the only language I'm actually fluent in. I mean, I'm writing this all in English right now.
My biggest goal in life is to create the "greatest" movie ever made. Though, it would vary by opinion, I hope by the general public it would be seen as beautiful.
I have many hobbies. Including bass, painting, drawing, coding (duh), singing, playing games, photography, writing, listening to music and poetry. I'm not the absolute best at what I do, but it makes me feel happy.
I have some mental problems, so please be patient with me. Due to this, I struggle with paranoia, delusions, hallucinations, anxiety, and problems processing certain things (sarcasm especially). I'd appreciate if people were straightforward with me and honest.

When I was really, really young, I thought the world of creativity was beautiful. I loved libraries more than anything, as well as watching shows, movies, anything. I loved it so much that it inspired me to make my own art beginning at the age of 4. Either drawing, writing stories, painting, whatever! I thought it was the best thing ever, and I still think it is. Stories from death and murder to princess warriors- my head was all over the place but in the best way possible. I think me understanding the concept of death though (not full on, philosophical death, but that will and can people die) kind of messed with my brain a lot. Because of that, I was more violent.
Once I went to school (including pre-k), I was always the odd one out, you know? It sucked, but I still had some friends. I just never really fit in with anybody. In elementary school I was bullied due to my mental health, mental disorders, mental issues and interests. It was terrible, but I pushed through till the end. I was a terrible kid. I would always do weird stuff and think weird things, really screwed up my head.
By the time I got to middle school, my life just flipped over. I have plenty of friends who care about me, I have [some] support for my mental state as well as knowing how to cope, and also figuring out who I truly am. It's weird for me to see how far I've come, but I like to think I'm not the only one who feels weird when thinking of their past selves and how they acted. After all, I was a kid. A dumb one at that.

Characters I relate to and/or remind me of myself

My Interests (Media)

More About Movies/TV

I love sci-fi. Just flat out, I love sci-fi. Not ALL sci-fi's though. Romance, action and horror are all such a hit or miss.. some are awesome and some are terrible. Drama's and thrillers are like, beautiful. Comedy better have good comedy or at least something that makes me giggle in my head. If the movie got good animation and good characters though, I'm hooked.

More About Music

OK, ok, I LOVE old jazz, blues, and swing. Like a lot. Not a lot of people know that lol, but man, it's awesome. I really love punk music as well, specifically punk rock and some pop punk. Ska is good too. I like power pop.. especially Fountains of Wayne. I have a guilty pleasure for music like Juicewrld's, straight sunshine to my ears.

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