July 22nd, 2025
I'm going to get help soon, my mom scheduled a doctors appointment for me. Though things have gotten worse, I haven't really been feeling any emotions or at least not as strongly. I can't feel sad or mad or happy, I just have this negative mood in the background. I am still capable of doing things like laughing and missing people, obviously.
August 16th, 2025
Doctors appointment went fine. I should be getting a psychologist soon, today I got my blood taken out. At least I'll have somebody to listen to me. It's not like I don't trust anyone, I am fully capable of that. I just want it gone, I want my paranoia to go away.
September 8th, 2025
We had trouble finding a psychologist and therapist, so now I'm talking to my schools psychologist. I'm grateful though, I mean, I have somebody.